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Saturday, 15 March 2008
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out of focus!!!
anatomy, physio and surgery....
just had an exam..it gave me a headache....i had a hard time answering my phyiso exam..as if i never had this kind of subject...3 subjects at the same time...i have to admit i didnt study well...i dunno whats in my mind ...
just readin my reviewer i wanted to get back on the bed and prefer to sleep...during my review i was out of focus..we were told that well be having a whole day exam...i got up early went to school at around 8 in the morning...nobody was there..CPG Hall was empty..went on the 2nd floor no one was around...i decided to go to the library...when i got there it was so dark..the lights were off, dusty chairs and tables...i tried to wipe it out..after i cleaned it. another medical student was looking at me for i was sitting on the chair where it says "reserved for medicine Students" he stared at me as if im just a college student.he doesnt know me , obviously i stayed in manila for clerkship..its been awhile..anyway back to story.i look back then his eyes went away..i tried to show the name on my blazer wd confidence i said to my classmate whose also around that time..what time is our exam wd dean posadas?..he was just listening...and just smiled.....
at the time of review someone txted me, it says there our exam will be on the afternoon at around 2pm....hoooh another chance , another time for me to review.......... but then again..i was out of focus!!!!
exam for me was a lil bit hard....dunno if ill pass...just tired..so darn tired....................on board exam i dunno whats gonna happen with me...i feel so empty....i think im lost again............im tired..so darn TIRED>........ive found myself before now im lost again..........................................
Thursday, 13 March 2008
Wednesday, 06 December 2006
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1 month report in a making....me and my groupmates were glad to finished our report in rehab...we go home late..we eat dinner late...we sleep late..wake up earli in the morning for our class......stressing....immune system goes down....and at the end it was postponed......
we had a patient positive for TB, isn't great...hahahha..we got her history..im the one who took her her PR, iana do the auscultation...im trying not to breathe..haha..i just dont like to insult her by putting a mask....
yes me and my groupmmates were isolated for awhile in our class..kidding=)
who cares anyone can have it....microorganisms lurking around the earth..no cud escape it
Monday, 02 October 2006
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Youth Camps, Trainings and Workshops, Summits, Mission Outs, Regional and International Conferences, Loyal and Inspiring Friends…what more I could ask for…
For almost ten years of service here in Youth For Christ, it’s no longer me but Christ. It has been my privilege and a gift from God being a part of this community. With gratitude I say, I found what I supposed to be and not what I think, I realized what my words and actions should be and not what the world thinks right, I followed god and learned to deny myself for a greater purpose.
Because of this community, my life has changed dramatically. Slowly by slowly, God molded me into a better Christian. I will honestly say that before I joined this community, I was a nobody, but knowing Him and having Him in my life, I became a somebody, somebody who has the heart for His people, somebody who hungers for His wisdom and somebody who seek Him each day of my life.
Joining Youth For Christ was the most exciting and one of the best part of my life. For almost 10 years of serving God through YFC, God allowed me to experience joy, happiness, trials, and tribulations in my life. All of these events that have happened in my life, I’ve never regret about it, for I’ve learned so much from it. Through this community, God taught me to serve with humility, to be prudent in every words and actions that I do, to excel in every aspect of my life, to serve even without recognition, and most of all to love those people who are even unlovable.
I do believe that God has chosen me and anointed me to do His work. That’s why I try my best to live in such a way that I could give Him the pleasure that He deserves. Because this life is not mined, but His, I am merely His instrument.
And what just God wants me to do in this community is not to inspire but to proclaim His words and to be a witness of His love. I hope and pray that in the end of my journey, at the time that I will meet my Creator and be judged by Him, I may hear Him saying, “CJ, well done my good and faithful servant”.
Saturday, 26 August 2006
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mixed uP!
im all mixed up......what do i mean?...hear me, here goes
midterms on goin.....
pyc tomorrow...
monday sched...
ENT midterms,...ward work on surgery
wednesday,
radiology midterms...
sometimes may mga immature talaga na tao..kahit der too old for der age..u cant reli understand them.. all u have to do is understand them and love them for who they are....because if not sino pa nga ba magmamahal sa kanila...im praying for this person whom i cant understand..
i really dunno where it all started....i just dunno why God gave me this person,...maybe because to test my patientce.......oh well maybe im just thinking too much...hehehe..
got to go...have to read my talk...KONTREBERSYAL.....ehh...kakatakot
seven deadly capital sins....i dunno if i can deliver it right...hooh...this is for the Lord im just His instrument.....(eh messiah) hehee...nangarap ang lola...
tataZ,,,,,
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- Name: cj
- Birthday: 3/18/1984
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/13/2004
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